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I don’t know why but i can definitely feel myself slipping back mentally and it really sucks because i don’t want to feel this way anymore but i can’t help it and on top of that i’ve been having a hard time grasping reality and grasping the fact that i’m an actual person existing and living like sometimes i really just don’t know if i am, i just don’t feel like i’m really alive.
today was so cool. my relationship feels normal again. sex is extra fun when you’re risking getting caught. we watched ruby sparks and he liked it. he taught me how to front stall to 180 drop in.